Unsent Messages

Hey, just wanted to let you know that I do care about u still. I know I meet you once a week and don't really seem to even meet your eyes for a second. I know you still feel comfort in me, and thats probably why you still talk to me about things that are happening in your life, the beauty, the sad, the hate och the love. And even though I look away, I care. And I hope the best for you. I believe in you. You hurt me though, more than anyone ever has. I never saw it, living in that hell-type-space, but I see it now and I really do hope that you never do the same damage to other being. You messed up my whole life and I will never be able to take that back. But I do, even though its hard, remember all the fun times we had. How we used to talk, about everything. How we could go for walks for hours and never stop talking. I ofter forget those times, but when I do remember the, I also remember how nice it was. How nice it was having you I my company, even though my mom never liked you, or my dad. I really did, I loved you Marcus, even if it nearly killed me. And they say love love is exhausting, and it is, but I was never tired of you.