It’s always been you. It might always be. I knew it and that’s why I ran. I’d do anything to have stayed instead.

I miss you.

I know we've been having trouble, but this is a chance to make this work, or else you'll leave me.

What are we?

You are so different, unlike anyone else I have ever met.

Tell me to go away forever and I will. Are you still here?

I’ve written thousands of words dedicated to you. I long to be in your company again, even as a fan.

You said I was your rock, your bff and then you pulled away. Why hold on to me if you didn’t want me

My heart doesn’t hurt for the first time in 4 years. Thank you

because you were never mine, never mine~