you’re the only person able to make me feel this vulnerable and it scares me knowing you have this much power over me & how i feel. every time you do something that makes me upset, could be the littlest things- i get upset with myself for not being enough for you but if you feel like what you’re doing is alright then why am i so hurt over it? why am i so affected by it when it’s not my place to feel so? i wish it was simpler, i wish i didn’t get jealous or mad over every little thing you do but i can’t help it. my heart would break seeing you with another but i know i’d just need time to get over how i feel and grasp the reality of it because you deserve all the happiness in the world & there’s nothing more i’d want than to see you happy- even if it’s w someone else. i know i shouldn’t feel this way for someone who isn’t mine but a little part of me still hopes you’d be down for me like i am for you. but i’ll be okay, i have to be