Hey,
Its me hahaha, I know I'm pretty funny. I just wanted to say that even though you don't need me in your life, I need you. I know that's selfish and if I truly loved you and wanted you to have whatever you wanted then I would be able to let you go as what you want is not me. I know that sounds complicated and abstract but hey, love is not linear. You said it will be easy for me to get over you, you were wrong. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do and it hasn't even started yet. I am happy that you're happy. Im just sad that it isn't with me, I would do almost anything for you, and I don't say that lightly. Its okay though, I'm sure there is light at the end of the tunnel. Its just really far away at the moment. Im writing This to let you go even though you will never truly leave, there will always be a place for you, my first true love.

Hey, I just miss you, like a lot, and you are kins all I think about all the time. Yeah I know its been like a month but like I don't know what to do with myself. I can't move on my body won't let me because I don't think we are over. Maybe we are and I just can't let go, but I can't believe that. I love you and want to end up together. Zalia we are endgame.

im so sorry about how i treated you when we were tg. im happy we broke up, but i still feel bad.