Unsent messages to ZAC
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: July 22, 2023, 3:20 am UTC
We’re together but part of me wishes I never met you
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: July 18, 2023, 11:04 pm UTC
im scared u'll break up w me after u graduate
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: July 16, 2023, 6:47 pm UTC
I miss you every second you are not with me.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: July 15, 2023, 8:58 pm UTC
You are the first person I have ever loved.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: January 16, 2021, 7:52 pm UTC
I carry the hurt you gave me everyday. And wonder how I would be different if I weren’t marked by it.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: January 5, 2021, 5:32 pm UTC
I've never had the guts to tell you that you're a coward. What happened to the fantastic boy I met when I was 15?
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:09 am UTC
i miss you. i hate it so much. why do i miss you. he is probably doing perfectly fine right now without me. i got too attached and became too hopeful. maybe i shouldn’t trust people so easily anymore.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: January 1, 2021, 8:15 pm UTC
i thought about you all the time for over a year while you lied to me and said you loved me while texting other girls
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: January 1, 2021, 12:47 pm UTC
thank you for teaching me men don’t have to always hurt you. instead they can just leave you believe a story that would never complete. i don’t blame you though. i never created the ending.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: January 1, 2021, 8:39 am UTC
i know you didn't want to break up and i know its too late to get back together, but its all i wish for.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: December 23, 2020, 1:59 am UTC
i’m sorry i wasn’t good enough. i’m sorry i wasn’t pretty enough or hot enough or enough for you to actually love me. you promised me you’d never cheat but you were cheating since day one. it’s been almost a year and i still cry myself to sleep. i loved you. i wish i could be her. i wish i could be good enough.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: December 21, 2020, 5:27 pm UTC
Thank you for letting me go so I could learn to love myself first. Maybe the second time around we won’t hurt each other anymore.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: December 14, 2020, 10:52 pm UTC
You show me a love like no other. A love I feared I would never find again. But you showed me that it's possible.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: December 13, 2020, 9:39 am UTC
i’m sorry for everything. we drifted apart and i’m afraid i will never see u again. i hope ur doing well. i love u and you will forever hold a special place in my heart. everyday u cross my mind. i hope u know i will always be here for you. thank you for the amazing memories. thank you for teaching me love and teaching me to love myself. i wouldn’t be who i am today without meeting you. u changed me for the better. i hope one day u realise i loved u even if i didn’t show it well. i was scared and young. but i’m not scared anymore and i want you.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:37 pm UTC
I know we haven’t spoken in a while but I miss you and I would love to see and hug and kiss u all over again
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:20 pm UTC
i hate myself that i helped you get with someone else while i stayed up late to text you because i love you and then you just stopped
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:36 pm UTC
you were playing the song when i got in the car that first night. You should’ve listened to the lyrics closer.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: December 7, 2020, 7:30 am UTC
i hate how good you looked in your stupid blue flannel. i just wanted to help you man.i listened to you i brought you fuckin food i laughed at your quips and how do you repay me? oh thats right you made a bet with two 2 nimwit lop ass friends to see if you fuck me and then dip you fuckin piece of shit. I CARED ABOUT YOU
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: December 5, 2020, 3:39 pm UTC
I blamed you for breaking me, when really I broke myself and you just broke me even more that I can never be fixed.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 24, 2020, 7:16 pm UTC
you never knew how much i loved you but i did, and i want you to need me now, but you messed up when you dated lyndsie.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 24, 2020, 1:33 am UTC
i miss you. everyday, wishing you would text me saying you missed me too. am i stupid for waiting for you?
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 23, 2020, 2:19 am UTC
Why did you break up with me when my mental health got the worst? Now I don’t feel like I am worthy of love by anyone if I’m not okay.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 22, 2020, 9:10 am UTC
hey bubs
i reall miss you i wish you would come back to me ik i messed up and I'm sorry just come back to me
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 21, 2020, 10:01 am UTC
I used to look at you and think the world of you. now I can't even look at you. It hurts me to think I loved you and cared so much about you. you make me sick. I am now the happiest I've been in such a long time. thank you for helping me find who I really am and how much I don't need you.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 21, 2020, 8:38 am UTC
I love you. You are the one that keeps me alive and you don’t even know it.whenever i see your smile i feel a pang in my heart.i love you and i understand if you don’t love me but please don’t ever leave me.you don’t know how much you mean so me and have gotten me through so much.i know your heart belongs with her and not with me.goodbye
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 20, 2020, 1:32 pm UTC
no matter how much you keep hurting me i’m always gonna love you. i’ll always love the part of you that you saved for me
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 20, 2020, 1:31 pm UTC
no matter how much you keep hurting me i’m always gonna love you. i’ll always love the part of you that you saved for me
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:33 pm UTC
I'm finally in love with myself...I have finally found love IN myself. Thank you for teaching me that lesson
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 18, 2020, 12:12 pm UTC
You're the only person who's ever truly seen me.... the only person who's loved me and made me feel worthy.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 18, 2020, 12:25 am UTC
i hate how i started to get close to you and tell you things. we would've had so much fun and you even talked to me when i had nobody else.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 17, 2020, 7:21 pm UTC
I still love you, I love you more than anything and I know that you're never coming back and that's the worst pain in the world. I still wait for your "goodnight I love you text". Thank you for the best 3 years of my life.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 16, 2020, 5:20 am UTC
i like you so much but everything with your ex stresses me out. the fact that you hid her reaching out to you doesn't make me feel great :( i deserve more than this and everyone knows it. do you still love her? are you using me to get over her?
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 9, 2020, 8:49 am UTC
I fell in love with you just to see your support and show me more than I could, and maybe by reading this you, the relationship is over ..., but still I tell you something, you will be the first to vibrate my heart, and I am sorry for having made mistakes, but tell me who has not done it ..., I just want you to be happy: ') if that implies that you are not by my side the important thing for me, here and wherever is you I love you don't forget little dwarf
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 9, 2020, 2:19 am UTC
lol i was in love with you until you said that you hate feminists, gays, and blm. so fuck you for that one
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: November 3, 2020, 8:18 pm UTC
I have so many fears. I am scared that you will suddenly decide you don't want this. I know it's silly. I really enjoy the time we share and want things to continue. I think about you all the time.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: October 30, 2020, 3:43 am UTC
I love you and i can’t stop. i miss you i’m sorry i messed everything up but you were the reason i stayed the reason i’m alive and i’m sorry i messed up it hurts so much
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: October 25, 2020, 7:23 am UTC
i never believed in love until i met you. but now you're gone and it breaks my heart. i miss you. so much.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: October 21, 2020, 8:52 am UTC
I think we could be happy together, I’m just too scared you’ll leave me like everyone else and I hate myself for not being brave enough to give you a chance.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: October 15, 2020, 4:07 pm UTC
Learning to live after you touched me like that was like starting from scratch. I'll never be her again. Fuck you.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: October 13, 2020, 7:35 am UTC
It took me a long time to accept that a part of me will always love you, even though I never want to see you again.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: October 5, 2020, 4:32 pm UTC
erasing all existence of you from before may? but i was part of that existence. why do you want to forget so bad?
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: September 15, 2020, 11:20 am UTC
I know you're straight but I use to like you, a lot. To be honest I was a little bit in love but I never said anything because I didn't want to lose this.
From: ABC
To: Zac
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:33 am UTC
I hope you see this and know who it is. I hate you, you ruined me. How do you tell someone you love them and then yell and them and ignore them when they just want to be close to you. I hate you. Fuck you
