Unsent messages to WINSTON
From: ABC
To: Winston
i’m sorry i let my insecurities get the best of us. i’m sorry i couldn’t love you the way you loved me
From: ABC
To: Winston
Hey.
It’s your birthday. Congrats I guess. There’s a lot of things I want to say. I haven’t thought about you in months but I walked by the other day and saw you in the window of the shop. Surprised me.
I miss you a lot and hate myself for it because why, what's the point. It’s not like I want you back because frankly I don’t. I could never allow myself to let someone who fucked me over so badly just back in. But I want to be friends.
We tried to, I know but that was when things were still raw and we fought like hell. Part of me misses that. It was toxic but it was almost safe yknow like I knew I could count on it. I mean we were nothing if not consistent.
I have a lot more to say but I don’t have the energy to find the words.
I love you
From: ABC
To: Winston
i'll never tell you how bad you hurt me. i think, you think you did nothing wrong just bc i had no reaction. u shattered me.
From: ABC
To: Winston
i wish we'd both kept our promises. i hope one day we find our way back like we always would. i love you.
From: ABC
To: Winston
you will always be my “what if” what if we were closer? what if we both didn’t have the love language of physical touch? what if you had felt as strong for me as i do for you? what if we weren't each others Mia and Sebastian?
From: ABC
To: Winston
i could’ve been with you if it weren’t for distance. i believe one life we were made closer together, and i’m so sad it isn’t this one. because no matter what i will always love you.
From: ABC
To: Winston
i dont even know if i loved you and i wish i got the closure that you never gave me. you made me distrust people in general. you ruined me. fuck you
From: ABC
To: Winston
I tried so hard to show you love could be beautiful.
it didn’t work.
From: ABC
To: Winston
i liked you from the very start before we even talked. it hurts to know you liked someone else
From: ABC
To: Winston
I like this whole "just being friends thing" but my heart still skips a beat when I see you.
From: ABC
To: Winston
i wanted it to be us so bad. it hurts to have to move on and see you with someone else . i miss you
From: ABC
To: Winston
You’re always on my mind. I wish we could go back to the way things used to be
From: ABC
To: Winston
whenever i see you in class i always feel butterflies in my stomach <3
From: ABC
To: Winston
you want me when ur drunk and regret me in the morning. u kept me a secret.
From: ABC
To: Winston
i miss you.Please come back home.I can’t live without you.
From: ABC
To: Winston
I’m sorry that I wasted your time, actually I’m really sorry.
From: ABC
To: Winston
I'll love you no matter what comes between us, you'll forever hold a place within my heart
From: ABC
To: Winston
I’m sorry for being too much. I had to back off so I wouldn’t push away someone I really fell for.
From: ABC
To: Winston
youll always be my first love. im happy ur my bsf but i truly thought u felt the same. i was wrong.
