Unsent messages to WHOEVERYOUARE

i feel as though i'm spending my teenage years aimlessly drifting.... the thought of love and compatibility with you feels as though it's a lifetime away.
i want to laugh at you, i want to yell at you, i want to fight with you, i want to make you feel special, i want to touch you- talk to you, love. you. i want to get frustrated with you because i feel as though you don't love yourself as much as i love you, i want to constantly remind you that your existence is the best thing that's ever happened to me. in all honestly i just want you, but who,when,where, what? are you... i don't know.

- i hope to find out.
lana