You live on the other side of the world yet i still feel as if ive spent every moment with you. i love you mac

you don’t know the whole story. if you paid attention you probably would. basketball season ruins it every year. i miss you.

i can still remember the touch of the belt the leather leaving marks on my body sometimes I still feel like its my fault what you did just like everyone says I wish I knew what you would do to me maybe then I could of got away you ruined me I cant even look at a belt without getting ptsd almost 2 years and I still cry at the thought of it everyday that goes by I get closer to not feeling like there's something to live for the hospital became my safe place I wish you knew how I feel you got away with everything I was just a kid in love I still get scared by hearing your name I would never wish the pain on someone you gave me but I hope you go to hell

now that I’ve seen and done it all I wonder if you’re well and have seen the world I have

i’m supposed to hate you but i love you do you love me too?