yeah you were my first love because you were the first guy i ever had a connection like this and i lost that i mean you lost me too but I can't believe the 2 years we knew each other you didn't fall in love with me or like me idk whats wrong with me maybe i am not pretty enough cuz u moved on from our friendship so fast you don't even care how much i love you I had my share of mistakes but so did you but I feel like you didn't care enough for me to even consider working on them you just used me when you were at your lowest and I gave you all the love i ever had to you and now I feel empty and I can't even cry or anything cause we didnt even have a relationship I can't tell you this but I just want you to hug me for like 5 minutes but I know you don't like being touched anyways you know who this is love you man wish you loved me too but I felt like you said that so it wouldn't be weird and you don't have to be rude but those words coming from a guy mean more the world for me and I always think about every second of my day k bye