Unsent messages to BJ
From: ABC
To: BJ
Do you still think about me when you do, see or smell certain thinks? Does it remind you of the good times?
From: ABC
To: BJ
I love you and aim terrified to say it and lose you. But I do. I wish there was something I could do to make me enough but no matter what I do nothing seems enough. I love you
From: ABC
To: BJ
i still wish so badly that it’s u in the end. that it’s us against the world. u told me u would marry me no matter what.
From: ABC
To: BJ
Oh god I was meant to say sorry for how I hurt you, that’s a fucking joke I certainly haven’t heard of before. I don’t want you get it through your thick fucking skull hehe
From: ABC
To: BJ
Thank you for being the one to look after my little broken body. I’m still counting on that ass slap with the promise of marriage ?
From: ABC
To: BJ
Our situation is so complicated. Like we know we like each other but don't act on it. We live too far away and agreed not to do long distance. To be honest, there was a point in time where I lost feelings and tried to distance myself because it was hard, but I couldn't help but talk to you again and caught feelings AGAIN. I hate catching feelings because it always does me wrong, but as you can see it still happens. I get so caught up in the moment that I forget we most likely won't happen. We wouldn't be able to visit each other in person for at LEAST another 2 years. Not only that, but my mom wouldn't approve of it either. I don't really know how to go about this situation but it stresses me out. Especially with other things too like school and other personal issues. Anyways, I hope for the best for you.
From: ABC
To: BJ
to sit in your driveway, look to the stars, get vertigo from the idea of floating off the earth
From: ABC
To: BJ
Happy Birthday. I miss you so. How I wish I could be your angel again. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: BJ
Truth is, I’m so scared of making friends but I swear I love you. Forever. Wish we were close.
From: ABC
To: BJ
i don't hate you, not a bit, not at all. i just hate what you did. (color yellow cause it's our fav)
From: ABC
To: BJ
i swallowed my fear so you could feed me your rage and now all i can taste is bile
From: ABC
To: BJ
i still think about you every day, i miss you so much. I hope you are doing well.
From: ABC
To: BJ
I’m afraid I’ll spend every new years for the rest of my life looking for you at midnight.
