I've started to let go for a while now.. but you're still in the back of my mind. I know you've let go a long time ago but it's okay. I honestly wish you the best because you deserve it. I just can't help but wonder, what if I had acted differently? It's too late anyway. Honestly fuck you tho, for leading me when I asked for a second chance. I wish we could've at least stayed friends. I hope to run into you one day and be able to smile and know that I've let you go. I honestly hope to leave you in 2020. Thank you for those memories, I know we didn't last long but it meant everything to me. Also the way you started talking to someone we met when together, it shattered me. Ok I'm going to stop writing now.. May we meet again? Maybe in another reality..

You really hurt me.

I want to get to the part where we don't have to hug each other goodbye anymore