Unsent messages to LAURETA

I’m still madly in love with you and no matter how many people tell me to move on, i just can’t. There’s no amount of pain that you could cause me that would make me get over you. After everything you’ve said and done to me, i’m still mad for you. I would do anything to have you back, i would do anything to go back to june and july. The night you said you loved me, i wish i said it back and i beat myself up everyday and every night for not saying it back and i hate myself for breaking up with you. I lost myself when you chose her over me. I still haven’t found myself yet and i just want you to know that i will always love you. Under any circumstance, i will always love you. I hope we find our way back to eachother one day.