Unsent messages to VANESSA
From: ABC
To: vanessa
we didn’t try, and i’m happy we didn’t, because you wouldn’t be engaged right now, rather you be happy w/o me
From: ABC
To: vanessa
Im sorry you think that i treated you poorly in our friendship but truthfully you always felt you were the better person and better than me. Sometimes you were honestly, i wasnt the best person and i know that but i have been growing and you failed to acknowledge that. I miss the moments we had to be honest we were so good sometimes, but you stunt my growth you drop me in a heartbeet i was never your first choice and that's fine honestly. I have my friends although admittedly they all have their own problems but they admit to them and we all grow together. I hope you make it out of your house you deserve better than that. I hope you stop finding the problems in everything and start truly seeing the beauty in everything around you. Its ok to relax sometimes and take a deep breathe you dont always need a safety net sometimes you need to take some fall damage. I hope one day when we have both matured we can reconnect properly
From: ABC
To: vanessa
you showed me that not everyone in ur generation is fucked up and will destroy me. but you are Canadian so that probably had something to do with it. i virtually see you Friday. i can't wait
From: ABC
To: vanessa
I’m really scared your gonna leave me. I could never say that to you because you’d just say you won’t but, they all said the same thing. I lost so many people this year- no wait that’s wrong. So many people left me this year. They knew exactly where they were and decided they didn’t want to be there anymore. I wonder what place they found that was so much better than me? I wanna go there. Anyway Vanessa your my only friend now and I know I’ve said jokingly I wish we loved each other romantically but sometimes I’m not joking. I think I could love you. But it’s okay. I know you couldn’t love me
From: ABC
To: vanessa
You're not as good of a friend as I thought you were. You did a lot of things that irked me. I'm glad we don't talk anymore.
From: ABC
To: vanessa
It's sad and unbelievable how you said you know me when you don't even know my feelings about you, nor did you care.
From: ABC
To: vanessa
te adoro tanto, eres muy importante para mí y jamás quiero perderte, no sé cómo decirte esto personalmente porque soy tímida pero eres una de las mejores personas que he conocido, gracias por estar en mi vida, vane. tqm
From: ABC
To: vanessa
You are my best friend and I know I’ll never be as good of a friend as she is to you. :/
I’m sorry I’ve let you down
From: ABC
To: vanessa
You think you are special because you got a married man to leave his wife for you. Don’t worry he will cheat on you and post you naked on reddit like he has already. Have fun!
From: ABC
To: vanessa
fuck you.. i spent so much time with you and payed for you and did everything i could because we were friends and i thought you’d do the same for me but you didn’t and you left as soon as you didn’t need me anymore and i didn’t blindly follow you
From: ABC
To: vanessa
You say you loved me too much to stay. I’m still trying to figure out what that means. But I still love you the same. Until next time.
From: ABC
To: vanessa
Queria que vc soubesse, mesmo que sem saber diretamente, que eu gosto de você há 2 anos. Você é a melhor pessoa do mundo pra se ter ao lado. Amo vc.
From: ABC
To: vanessa
if you don’t put in the same effort that i do, don’t expect for me to keep being in ur life. tired of feeling unappreciated and like i don’t matter. i respect myself too much to deal with ur shit.
From: ABC
To: vanessa
Mi Amor,
You’ve brought happiness and warmth to my life. I’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: vanessa
you hurt me so much but I could never hate you.
in the back of my mind you’ll always be my girl </3
From: ABC
To: vanessa
even though we were young, no other friend i’ve had compares to you. i miss you <3
From: ABC
To: vanessa
i wish our past selves didn't get in the way, i would've loved to see the rest of our story.
From: ABC
To: vanessa
i miss being your bestfriend. its not the same not being friends with u anymore
From: ABC
To: vanessa
You’re stronger than you think you are. It happened I know but, keep your head up.
From: ABC
To: vanessa
I regret what I said and I think about you all the time. I hope our paths cross again.
From: ABC
To: vanessa
Is your favorite color still purple?
Am I still the person you hate ? I’m sorry please forgive me
From: ABC
To: vanessa
Hey Nessa, I wish that I could tell you how I feel in person.
I'm sorry I'm not straight. I love you
From: ABC
To: vanessa
I’m so sorry I left you like that. I miss you a lot and I think about you often.
From: ABC
To: vanessa
How could you do that. U texting her when i was sleeping on you
From: ABC
To: vanessa
I saw your post with the Purple Heart and idk how to feel about it. It’s in the past now…
From: ABC
To: vanessa
We're just little homos together and I love that. Never leave me. Please.
From: ABC
To: vanessa
I really wished you would have been accepted and came here with me. I still think about you
From: ABC
To: vanessa
I miss the version of you that made me feel I was worth something.. But I'm happy I got over you ❤????
From: ABC
To: vanessa
I’m sorry for not being with you on your birthday. I still love you, please reach out.
From: ABC
To: vanessa
Saw that you’re in a relationship. But you wanted me to be your wife and have a family together.
From: ABC
To: vanessa
i wish I never had to leave. i wish I never made you fall out of love, now im stuck with heaviness
From: ABC
To: vanessa
you have this warmth, you radiate this warmth, never lose it
From: ABC
To: vanessa
i’ll wait for you. for months if i have to. for you to heal
