Unsent messages to VALERIE

You tell me you love me but why don't I feel that love anymore. I don't know whether you are just clueless or couldn't give a fuck whether I'm sad or not. You make my heart go from flipping around in circles to breaking into little pieces not knowing how to put it back into place

i feel like you are my soul mate but you dont know me yet. Maybe you can fall in love of me in a couple years i guess.

you stayed over at my house last night and you dropped your vape which i didnt know you had and when i looked at it you picked it up quick and pretended like it was nothing. i asked you for it and you acted like you didnt know what i was talking about. then you saw i got mad and wanted to show me but i was mad so i said no. the next morning you tried to make conversation but it didnt work. ive been wanting to drop you for awhile but i didnt want to be rude. but i think its time. you hid something from me then lied to my face about having it, you once called me toxic, you once slapped me in front of everyone and embarrassed me. and i still was your friend. idk how to tell you so im going to talk to you later about it since youre at my house rn. i hope you realize what you've done and you go back to jenna, the better friend according to you.

I feel what you feel. You’re the type of person who makes everyone else happy, but yourself. You go out of your way to make sure everyone else is okay, but no one does the same for you. You cope by making jokes to laugh it all off. That’s how I know you’re strong. Don’t be so hard on yourself and focus on how far you’ve come. Be proud of the girl you are today. I know I’m proud of you. And I’m glad you’re here :)

i still wonder why you did all of that to me. i never did anything wrong to you and i wish you would say you were sorry

I love you so much but idk how to tell you, your amazing, i love the random calls, the staying up all night, our jokes, but i love you way more then you could love me :( if only you weren’t straight.

I hope you find happiness one day, i wish i was your friend, by yoor side and with you when you are in pain, or when you are alone and want to hand out with someone... i wish we would talk everyday and grow close, i wish we knew eachother face to face, your so beautiful and amazinf i wish you knew that yourself, and are worth to be in this life

I wish i was your friend, you are so pretty, funny, and so beautiful... i see your pain all the time and i wish i was there to be by your side. I think i love you... but we will never be more than simple peers, i hope you will find happiness one day

I wish i was your friend, you are so pretty, funny, and so beautiful... i see your pain all the time and i wish i was there to be by your side. I think i love you... but we will never be more than simple peers, i hope you will find happiness one day

I wish i was your friend, you are so pretty, funny, and so beautiful... i see your pain all the time and i wish i was there to be by your side. I think i love you... but we will never be more than simple peers, i hope you will find happiness one day

You were everything to me, your chemistry talk that I never understood but loved, your soft laugh when I did something stupid and how you wanted to comfort me. To bad you stopped caring, I still love you so much.