you made me think about life, and how i could make it better. i wasn’t the greatest person, i know that. but i wanted to do better. for u. except, every time i tried to do better, i couldn’t. something was stopping me and i don’t know what. u got tired of me not letting u in and i’m sorry. u left me. i was alone for awhile so i was extra alone w my thoughts. times haves changed. i know how to talk about my feelings now. the sad thing is, now u aren’t here anymore. “i still wanna be friends”, except.... i never hear u? so much for friends... u actually made my life a whole lot better, and u will never realise it. i’ll never tell u that tho lol. i just hope that, wherever u are and whatever you’re doing, u find peace w yourself.
sincerely, M