ive never loved anyone as much as i love you. you make me smile every day, every time your notification pops up on my phone i smile like an idiot. i have never in my whole life met someone as perfect as you are. i really wish you could see yourself the way i see you. a perfect, strong, independent young woman. sometimes when we talk and you say something really meaningful towards me i try my best to show the same amount of affection towards you that you deserve, i’ve never been good at handling affection but i really try, i would never want you to think this is a one sided friendship because it’s not, i promise you that, and i never want it to turn into one. you saved my life multiple times without realizing it. your words have the biggest impact on me in the best way possible. without you i wouldn’t be here. i used to be scared to say stuff like that because i always felt like you would feel like i’m applying pressure towards you and if you do feel that way and you see this, tell me, i would never want you to feel like that. the love i feel towards you is so strong words cannot explain it. words can’t put how much i love you into one sentence. not even an 100 page essay could explain it. i love you.