I’m very sorry for breaking your heart. You didn’t deserve the pain I put you though but I was young and naive. I didn’t knew better, and I let things effect me. I cut you off out of no where because I was scared.. I grew up seeing my mom in pain everyday. My dad constantly cheated on her even that day I stop talking with you.. I was the one to find the text of him sleeping with another women. I didn’t knew how to tell my mom, but when I did she just laugh it off because I knew she wanted to act like it didn’t effect her. I knew she wanted me to pretend like I didn’t saw that.. so when my dad wake up we all had to act like nothing happen. I was so devised.. I saw my cry secret in her room.. i couldn’t reply to you because I know I could never tell you this or anyone. After few days I did try to reply back but I couldn’t bring myself to trust any man anymore.. I was broken and I knew you deserve better so I didn’t reply you. I hurt myself while ignoring you. Finally when I got over my stupid thoughts and over thinking to get back to you.. you had move on. After then everything fall apart and slowly We were past... You were my first relationship so I can never get over it even though I told you I don’t care. I knew you tired really hard but I wasn’t ready. I can never speak about my family issue like this to anyone so when you ask me for reason I stop talking with you I always say this and that or I say I forgot. I could never say all this to you so I’m saying it here.. I’m so happy to see how far you have come. I’m very proud of you and I hope you continue to grow in your career. I wish you and your girlfriend happiness and love.
We are right person at wrong time, but now we both have our own right person, right time.
Thank you for loving me in past.
Sincerely
Maya