i think apart of me will always love you. you are my first love. you taught me to love, you were my friend, my best friend, my person. and for that thank you. but i dont know if ill ever forgive you. if ill forgive you for treating me badly. for calling me unpleasant and sour. for apologizing constantly and never truly changing. i think truly what i wont forgive you for is not truly loving me. for not making me feel special. for making me feel small. for watching me in pain and not caring enough to even try to be there. towards the end of our relationship we werent really friends anymore, because i never really felt safe letting you see me anymore. and im sorry. im sorry for being difficult and for not being the best friend. i made this green because im sad, but i think everyday im closer to letting you go. goodbye fury. you will forever be apart of my highlight reel.

I love you to the moon and back