I wish I never said yes to you. I wish I never agreed to being with you. Because I never truly had any feelings for you. I'm sorry. I just couldn't bring myself to telling you or anyone because I didn't want to seem like an asshole. I know it's selfish and I was an asshole for it but at the time I didn't know how to say no. To this day I still haven't told anyone what I did. I'm such a coward.