Unsent messages to EDI
From: ABC
To: Edi
Date: June 16, 2025, 10:39 pm UTC
You don’t have a fav color so I put mine.
Make a move, you have my permission ;)
From: ABC
To: Edi
Date: May 30, 2025, 11:14 pm UTC
I love you so much but I feel like u don’t anymore. Since high school you’ve changed
From: ABC
To: Edi
Date: December 16, 2024, 11:16 am UTC
I see you everywhere and in everything i look at, i love you babe, even tho i’m a burden to you now
From: ABC
To: Edi
Date: November 20, 2024, 10:25 pm UTC
Sometimes i miss you so much i can hardly stand it
From: ABC
To: Edi
Date: September 6, 2024, 7:30 am UTC
i hope that you didn’t forget. because i still remember the good times.
From: ABC
To: Edi
Date: May 21, 2024, 5:08 am UTC
I don’t even know if I know what love feels like after you. I hope in every universe I find you
From: ABC
To: Edi
Date: March 9, 2024, 9:06 pm UTC
sorry for making things awkward between us. maybe I made it too obvi
lowkey hoping u dont kno its me
From: ABC
To: Edi
Date: December 30, 2020, 4:45 am UTC
I literally cant bear the thought of living without you and yet I know I can't have you. It hurts so bad. Fuck my life
From: ABC
To: Edi
Date: December 30, 2020, 4:38 am UTC
There was never even a breakup I just moved and then you stopped caring. If it were up to me nothing would have changed. Why am I not enough for you?
From: ABC
To: Edi
Date: December 30, 2020, 4:29 am UTC
How could you just forget everything after all the times you said you loved me? I still care and it fucking sucks
From: ABC
To: Edi
Date: December 29, 2020, 7:56 pm UTC
If you don't need me anymore can you at least stop showing up in all my dreams? Its getting too hard to wake up.
From: ABC
To: Edi
Date: December 22, 2020, 10:47 pm UTC
I know we can't be together but I still hope. You don't need me anymore and that's ok. As long as you are happy.
From: ABC
To: Edi
Date: November 25, 2020, 3:49 am UTC
Hoy te extrañe como nunca lo habĂa hecho, creo que es la primera vez que siento tu ausencia y no sĂ© realmente como explicarlo. Me levante por la mañana y mi primer pensamiento fuiste tu. A la hora del desayuno estuviste ahĂ, mientras tomaba una ducha, mientras estaba sentada frente al computador, realmente no podĂas salir de mi mente. Pero bueno, quĂ© puedo hacer? Han pasado tantos años y nunca he dejado de pensar en ti, a veces es más fuerte que yo, pero hoy. Hoy fue diferente, pensĂ© en ti, realmente deseaba que me escribieras porque no me siento lo suficientemente fuerte como para escribirte yo, no sĂ© como iniciar una conversaciĂłn contigo, cada que hablamos es algo monĂłtono, siempre hola, cĂłmo estas? me alegra, hasta luego.
Me odio, por no ser capaz de decirte lo mucho que TE AMO, me odio por no poder ser más fuerte que esto, ME ODIO...
TenĂa tantas ganas de contarte mi dĂa mientras hablamos por el mĂłvil, querĂa reĂr, escucharte decir burradas, querĂa sentirte conmigo, pero no supe iniciar la conversaciĂłn. No supe llamarte, no supe descolgar el mĂłvil y marcar tu nĂşmero. SentĂ miedo, se convirtiĂł en ira, en tristeza, en angustia, EN TODO. QuerĂa llorar pero no podĂa, querĂa gritar pero no podĂa, mientras estaba recostada intentando calmar todo un mar de sentimientos que volaban dentro de mi.
Es difĂcil explicar, realmente querĂa pero no me he sentido con el derecho de hacerlo, desde que hablamos de aquella situaciĂłn no he podido dejar de pensar que hice todo mal.
Me sentĂ© en la orilla de la cama, para mi fueron segundos pero se convirtieron en minutos, incluso horas, pero por quĂ© no podĂas salir de mi mente?
Hoy fue diferente.
Hoy te extrañe.
From: ABC
To: Edi
Date: November 4, 2020, 7:20 am UTC
When I was in Germany I told you I accidentally woke up early, but I set an alarm every day at 6 am to text you before you fell asleep
