Unsent messages to TINNY

fortunately, I'll wait for you no matter how long it takes
idc how stupid I'll look. but if it means I can be with you it's worth it

the saddest part is that i lost you before December

this was something i wasn't prepared for

i don't knoww how I am so attached to you. even after all this it's still the same for me i think about you all day like a madman but cannot do anything about it. i don't want to do anything about it I am scared that I'll end up doing smtg again like i always do. I'm helpless i don't even have anyone to tell all this to without being judged except for you. the worst part is you don't look at me like his i look at you. well that's good i feel. i know that you will never read this. but idk doing this makes me feel like I'm talking to you atleast only sad part is that this is so depressing that I need help.

i couldn't sleep today, all i did was think and cry about you. it's 7:23AM i have been like this from the past 4hrs. i don't know what it is, i don't know if it's the guilt that's consuming. i really don't know what it is. i just want it to stop. it really hurts.

you have no idea how much I want to baby you, cuddle you, kiss you, say that I love you a million times even though you get bored. but i guess that's too good and too far to be true. i really hope you come back. i miss you tinny. ily🩷

how do I get you to msg me.
i know that you are blocked but still i prayy that you somehow find a way. it maybe creating a new account it maybe something else. but please find a way. i just want you to do it

what if i unblock and msg you
will I look like a fool
i don't even care if i look like one

I'm sorry. I'm scared that you have stopped thinking about me. I'm scared that you hate me. I'm scared that you will never come back. I'm scared that i will never see you again. just somehow msg me please I beg.

i don't know if you will move on and stop thinking about me. i really miss you and what we had. those three months were all i could ask for,only if it lasted a bit longer.. thank you though i'll always be grateful for what we had and will be🩷

I'll miss you and love you no matter what happens. even though I said all that I did not even mean 1% of it. i did not know what to do. i just wanted you.