Unsent messages to TIFFANY

i made a mistake. but just know you were once so important to me and i loved you like a sister

please break no contact mama I miss you :(

You deserve to be understood. I am sorry I wasn’t there. Always wishing you well.

you saved me, its a shame what happened to us. i always think about you, i wish we could reconcile

I'm sorry for words said and not said...for times I shut you out and inevitably ruined it all

i wish i knew what happened when i left the gc, i’ll never know the reason you blocked me

You can't do better that's why you dont leave. I don't want this, but I can't be mean.

I miss being best friends with you, but I am grateful that you are still in my life

I'm not happy very often these days. I wish I had made a different choice.

wrote this on my fav color Do u think we can run it back TIFF & really get married this yr like plan

i miss our friendship sm.

He's still talking to me btw

I dyed my hair black today and I thought about texting you about how bad it looks. I miss you.

I wish I could say the full truth of how I really feel, but I don’t want to hurt anyone.

I miss sharing music with you.

I was too scared to tell you I love you. I still think about you every day. Do you remember me?

Years of guilt to realize you manipulated to get what you wanted when you wanted it. You you you.

I'm so sorry for the way I treated you. You really were my first love.

Honestly, I don't know you anymore.

You were supposed to be my mom and love me, so why did you leave? What did I do wrong?

I haven’t doubted our friendship once
But I hope you like being my friend like the day we met.

For the girl I have complicated emotions towards, I hope you find you’re peace. I hope you’re ok.

Call me . I am still in love . If your not tell me you are not just for closure

It will b for ever b 4 u see this. But I love you It hurts to see you and not hold you Message me

you’ve always helped me through my toughest times when you were struggling yourself. i love u

i miss you everyday.
Don't have the guts to talk to you anymore

i dreamt of you.

but i know i need to cast you from my mind

I still check to see if you've seen my story.

whenever your story appears, i spend hours trying to forget you again

Don't call me "kid"
Don't call me "baby"
Look at this idiotic fool that you made me

Can I get rent for the years you've stayed in my head.

i do wish that you knew hm i adore you

I hope he knows how lucky he is to sleep next to you every day

i cant believe you died

i wish you'd come back to me i miss u

my first girl crush!!!
i know you were going through something and i hope you’ve gotten better
i don’t know if it was obvious i liked you lol but it was middle school everyone was dying
you were so bold and cool and just everything i wanted to be
my friends didn’t like you at all and they just kind of talked shit about you lol
i remember our interactions were so awkward lol i’m sorry
i actually miss you as just a crush , now i just obsess over people which sucks
you were friends with people i wanted to be friends with which was SUPER weird and so unreal lol it was literally so out of place??
i heard you got rejected and i hope you’re over that because ik it takes a lot of courage
stay safe
ur hair was so cool aaaa

It sucks you don’t talk to me anymore, I miss hanging out with you even though I was awkward, going to Minneapolis thrift stores was fun.

Hey, I really really love you. You’ve always been there for me and gave me a reason to stay. I don’t think I could ever thank you enough.

I chose black because that is the color of your soul. I know its been like what a couple years? But, the thing that sucks the most is that you most likely don't care what you did. I was there for you ALWAYS. I gave you my home when I could, my food, my everything when you had nothing but the streets. Then you completely ignore me and shut me out like I wasn't always there for you. I get you were starting to make an image for yourself but to you realize how selfish you are. I thought you were gonna be different, I thought you weren't going to be like HER but you were exactly that. You started to become exactly like her. You wanted everything trendy, everything she wanted because just as she was drifting you were right there behind her. She started making new friends and you started to follow her. What did I do I really want to know because I can't really put my finger on it but I know for a fact I was nothing but good to you. FU and her because y'all don't think for a second about me but little do you know the impact your terrible friendship had on me. This felt great, hope you have an amazing lonely life or whatever.

I am okay with being the villain if thinking of me in that way is what keeps you from drowning in your own regret. I will always be here with open arms. Even after all the hurt. I never meant to hurt you, I just wanted you to see what you were doing to me. My heart breaks at the sound of your name, but one day it'll get easier.

You never believed that I loved you, I did Tiffany. I really did. All you did was tell me that I was joking. Well how I feel now inst a joke.

What do you mean you don't know when we're going to talk again? Who the fuck do they think they are, keeping someone from their family? It's inhumane.

You might not ever see this but if you do. I miss you. I wish I could just message you but I can’t, not anymore

I saw you today for the first time in 3 years. I’m still so sorry. I wish I could’ve talked to you, but you were working... maybe one day I can face you again.

I have loved you ever since we were kids. Even now, 6 years later I still think back to the times we spent together. Falling in love is hard because every girl I look at can't compare to you. I know that you've moved on in life but I want you to know that I have, and will forever love you.

You lost yourself huh? Hold on Tiffany. You're on a different path right now and headed towards something great! Please believe in yourself even though no one else does. Please. Starting now, you're going to do great things with love and passion. You know you're someone amazing and just because of a few small blocks please don't tear yourself down. :)

i know it doesnt seem like a big deal to you but it is to me. I am proud of you for making it this far. you are stronger than you think. it will get better, I promise

I miss talking to you. I miss our friendship. You made me feel so relevant and happy, even though you were far away from me. You always made me smile.