From: ABC
To: Tevin
I let you have my most vulnerable self. All I wanted was your respect and for you to care about me the way I cared about you. For you to want to talk to me the way I wanted to talk to you. all. the. time. But when I brought up how You never talk to me your response was “what would we even talk about all day?” The truth is, You would only text me when you wanted something, and once you got what you wanted I wouldn’t hear from you for weeks. You see, I never wanted to be your hookup buddy. I just wanted to have a reason for you to be interested in me. I always felt the need to impress you and you always made me feel like I wasn’t good enough, or that I needed to try harder to be better. The last time we spent together you came over and got what you craved, then left so quickly and didn’t say a word to me until I saw you at the store and you mumbled hi, but I could tell you didn’t want to. Now a couple weeks later I see you post pictures with her in your bed. even though you always told me you weren’t into her that way. Obviously I knew that was a lie, but I let you say it anyway. I guess you were scared I wouldn’t let you have what you wanted from me if I knew how you really felt. Or maybe you’re just a liar. I’d say maybe you were trying to protect my feelings, but let’s be honest. You don’t really care about how I feel. Tevin, I’ll never forget how small you make me feel. How insecure. How irrelevant. I’ll never forget how badly I had to try to be good enough for you so you’ll finally see me, just for you to turn around and choose her.
From: ABC
To: Tevin
thank you for being there for me. you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me and i’m going to love you forever
From: ABC
To: Tevin
i love u sm but i dont think u love me back and im scared to tell you :(
From: ABC
To: Tevin
i wish you never let me go and tried again with me. ill wait for you
From: ABC
To: Tevin
It sucks that you ghosted me, was I not handsome enough? was I too clingy? why did u leave.
From: ABC
To: Tevin
I’m falling harder for you day by day, I honestly can’t wait til I see you again <3
From: ABC
To: Tevin
I miss you no matter what happens between us I find Myself running back to you