I thought I loved u, just like people in my books love each other. I thought u were the one who could save me at the time. Then, u broke my heart so many times, over and over, that I had to do something. I had to move on, and u had to let me go. Today, after years, I actually want to thank you for not givng me the same love I so freely gave u. It made me love myself. I was in a really dark place back then, and u were one of the few things that kept me from doing a bad thing. So thank u for saving my life. Now I am a different girl: I love myself, I believe in myself, and I try my best to heal from my past. I just hope you're doing well and that u're happy too. Take care, the weird russian girl :)