you were not my first love, but you were the first one that i think of and smile. you would never be in a long distance relationship, but i truly believed that we could make it work. i still think that way. i sometimes want to tell you that i still might like you but im scared that its gonna happen again, that we wont talk and that youre gonna dump me. so just take that as a confession. i adore you and i might fall for you harder than ever.