i hope you learned something this time. i hope that maybe you finally realized how badly you’re hurting people. maybe you’ll get better after this. but it sucks bc even though i’m angry and upset and beyond hurt i still can’t bring myself to hate you for it. i doubt you’ll ever see this but if you do, i’m sorry. you probably know who i am if you see this. i loved you so much. i wish you would have respected me enough to let me.