thank you for making me happy, you are amazing person and i will always have a special place in my heart for you xx

Sven...
You aren't worth the time and effort I am putting into this, You really aren't. Because I have not loved You for long, I have not loved You as much as I thought I should have, I have not loved You at all... We have talked, and we have stopped talking. We have exchanged Heys and Goodbyes, we connected and then disconnected, seemingly just as easily. You didn't break my Heart, I cannot give You that much praise, for I am Strong, Unbreakable. Your bravado intruiged me in ways i could not explain, the layer of your mind that made You special, that swirled with mine and refused to unfurle from it. You gave me so many smiles, laughs, for which I am thankful. But they didn't last, for You have then taken them away. I did see You with her, with the one who knew so much of my Soul, with the one who I have spent so many minutes with. And when I look at her, I see no Hate, nor do I feel any Hate. I feel Jealousy, and She is a nasty poison to live with, but it is not within her, it is within me. I am holding the power of Jealousy, but I am not wielding it, I am meerely a weapon for Her, and She is using me to make our lives miserable. I wouldn't let that happen... So I gave You to her. I got and I had, I had and I gave, I gave and I lost. My Heart did not break, it did not, it had beaten, and kept beating, and could not be stopped. For it gives me life, it gives my blood the courage to bleed through me, but not through Me, and that is why it did not break, for it isn't what i felt with, it is a neccesity for life, but not for love. No, I loved You with my brain and that is why i have not loved You at all.

we arent even dating rn and i don't know if we ever will, but I literally love talking to you. simply hearing your voice makes me so happy. hopefully the future has a plan for us, I don't want to lose u 2

I didn't answered yet because I want to tell you things I'm not allowed to... And this morning I'm not so strong so...voilà

You effectively
screwed me over for life. I hope you know how many people you hurt, how many lives you ruined. I hope you know that my
life still feels the negative effects of your manipulation

I would like to try again if you would even want to </3

I will love you forever

I miss you and id forgive you for blocking me if you’d text me again

Sorry for not watering your plants.

i wish i had the guts to talk to you.

You made me a better version of myself and I am still sorry we didn't try harder

i think part of me will stay in love with you for the rest of my life. please don’t go.

I think about you all the time. How do I stop? It’s ruining me.

You're a huge part of why I am who I am today, thank you for being my best friend while it lasted.????

U were there for me during the hardest time. For that, u will always be in my heart unfortunately