Unsent messages to STUART
From: ABC
To: Stuart
I'm sorry for all the shitty things I've said, i don't mean them. it hurts me to see the way you look at her
From: ABC
To: Stuart
i love you very much and i wouldn’t replace you with anyone else i’m sorry for always being a sook. you’re amazing and you’ve helped me so much, i love you
From: ABC
To: Stuart
Hey...
I thought that I would put here what I coldn't say back in elementary. I wanted to ask if we could be friends. But, I guess that failed since we were both so timid and shy. We would try to talk but the words never seemed to come out. Silly, huh? I wonder how you are. Where you are. And what's been going on in life for you. I do wonder about you and think about you from time to time. I'm starting to think you were created out of my own illusions and lonlieness but the proof is in the yearbooks I stored in my closet. You were real. I was real. We just never got the chance to blossom. Our relationship will forever stay a freezing winter.
From: ABC
To: Stuart
I wish we could go back to the first kiss. When you felt. Instead of now where you pretend you never did.
From: ABC
To: Stuart
Maybe if we met now, instead of last year, I could truly be yours in every way you deserve. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: Stuart
If I could go back to the beginning I’d have never spoken to you in the first place.
From: ABC
To: Stuart
I truly am sorry for all the thing I've done and the person I was. Maybe one day you can look at me.
From: ABC
To: Stuart
blue is your favourite colour, i wish you’d come back because i love you
From: ABC
To: Stuart
Over a decade & i still think of you frequently but I know now, you cant will someone to love you
From: ABC
To: Stuart
You are smart and funny and outgoing and brave and handsome. I love you
From: ABC
To: Stuart
Thank you for existing. Hope you’ll stay in my life forever. I love you
From: ABC
To: Stuart
I’m sorry for what I did.
but some part of you must have known it would never work.
From: ABC
To: Stuart
i’ll be in love with you forever and i wish we weren’t so far apart. i hope in the end it’s us
From: ABC
To: Stuart
When I see the sweaters u gave me I want to scream. I'm sorry I stopped texting
From: ABC
To: Stuart
My heart sees you and I know yours sees me. When do we trust ourselves and give in to the journey?
From: ABC
To: Stuart
I love you so much. I could never hate you. Please don’t forget that, love.
From: ABC
To: Stuart
Somewhere out there is a version of us where the timing worked out, and we ended up together.
