I never told you this but after the first time we fought, I never trusted you again. I didn’t want to tell you because I wanted to spend as much time as I could before you left. I’m still figuring how what I was feeling towards you but I think I saw you more as a friend than romantically. You said you didn’t want to be like other boys but that’s exactly what you were to me. You’re just another heartbreak on the way to my future husband, it still sucks though.