Unsent messages to STELLA
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: February 24, 2024, 11:16 pm UTC
I wonder if u even remember me. Its been years but I didnt forget what u did. I hope u didnt either.
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: February 7, 2024, 9:36 pm UTC
Why did you leave? What did i do? Please tell me! What did i do?
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: January 17, 2024, 5:53 pm UTC
i dont really know if i love you again
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: January 11, 2024, 8:59 pm UTC
I've never been this in love with anyone ever, I really hope you do believe that. I <3, so deeply.
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: December 20, 2023, 4:50 am UTC
you are the best person i’ve ever met thank you for being alive
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: November 13, 2023, 7:00 am UTC
i love you so much thank you for everything
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: November 12, 2023, 5:54 pm UTC
i love u sorry im too scared to show it
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: November 10, 2023, 6:40 pm UTC
i wish you were a little kinder to me as i am to you. not everyone is out to get you.
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: November 4, 2023, 6:59 pm UTC
i’m so glad grateful for all the time i got to spend with you
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: November 2, 2023, 9:17 pm UTC
you don’t know how much I needed you when you left. thank you for giving me another chance.
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: November 2, 2023, 11:40 am UTC
you were there for me when no one else was. i’m forever grateful even if we don’t talk anymore.
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: November 1, 2023, 11:57 pm UTC
thankyou for being the light in my darkness.
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: October 31, 2023, 7:10 am UTC
I LOVE U SOOOO MUCH YOU'RE SO PERFECT
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: October 31, 2023, 4:16 am UTC
i fell in love with you and ik u don't love me back but i wish i could tell u anyways
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: October 31, 2023, 12:10 am UTC
i had a dream about you last night that we made up and everything was okay again
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: October 30, 2023, 2:32 pm UTC
i'm so hopelessly in love with you but you don't feel the same way and i can never tell you
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: October 19, 2023, 10:19 pm UTC
I wish u loved me the way u used to love me
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: August 28, 2023, 10:05 pm UTC
if you’re getting tired of me just say it i’m sick of this
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: August 10, 2023, 7:29 am UTC
is her joy worth the pain you caused me?
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: July 13, 2023, 8:10 pm UTC
i’m sorry for the past year. we should talk.
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: January 8, 2021, 6:01 am UTC
i wish we could be friends again because of all the good times we've had but you're too unpredictable and it ruins my mental health and you cause fights for seemingly no reason and i always have to fix them. i do care about you still but when you're in those fits you are impossible to reason with and you're just so so cruel. i forgive you and i care but goodbye, i'm sorry if this is hurting you but i can't hurt myself even more by continuing our friendship that always seems to rip me to shreds in some way. you're not an awful person but i can't do it anymore
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: January 7, 2021, 11:34 pm UTC
If you're seeing this it means you checked the website :) Just wanted to say how much I love and appreciate you, my forever friend. And that I miss you lots and lots and lots and lots.
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: January 7, 2021, 5:42 am UTC
I LOVE YOU we have had a history of butting heads but it’s bc the world turns us against each other bc we’re so sexy and we’re also very similar. obsessed with u tbh. u rock ✨
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: January 3, 2021, 10:22 am UTC
Stella you make me so happy we have so many memories together and you are just perfect in every single way
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: January 2, 2021, 8:41 pm UTC
I just wanted to make u happy and give u all the love u deserved, I tried to be here for u all the time and gave my best to be enough for u but it seems like i never was and never going to be.
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: January 2, 2021, 3:29 pm UTC
you mean the world to me and all I want to do is help you but idk how to. idk how to start the conversation
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: January 1, 2021, 10:50 am UTC
Let me be the only guy you flirt with, we dont even have to date, I know you don't want that. Let me be something special for the time being.
-6
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: December 18, 2020, 1:06 am UTC
when did you know? when exactly was the moment you decided? How did you choose to let me leave your life without even a second thought? after all those years how did you simply let go. you let go. you moved on supposedly to be happier. you weren’t happy?
you weren’t happy all those moments we spent together? you’re going to forget the times we dressed up and made your mom take pictures of us? you’re going to let go of all the times we stayed up late taking in your room? what about the endless summer days at the pool? the sun shone, and we smiled. you’re going to forget about all those smiles? all the times we ran up and down the road, all the times we baked cookies or even just the times we sat in the basement playing video games? what did those moments mean to you if you can just simply sit back and let our life together end? what were they worth to you? every single second we spent together added up to a lifetime of happiness for me. could we swim in the pool once more? eat one more breakfast one more lunch and one more dinner together? one more sleepover at your house? one more summer day or winter night? maybe if we add up all the one mores we could spend the rest of our lives together just as I believed
grace
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: December 9, 2020, 12:43 am UTC
I miss you way more than I'm willing to admit despite how horribly you treated me. I hope you're doing better, you deserve to be happy.
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: December 5, 2020, 5:01 am UTC
I would do anything to get to talk to you again. I listened to Yellow by Coldplay the other day and it reminds me of you
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: November 30, 2020, 12:11 am UTC
hello!! i am forever grateful for you. you have done so many good things for me and i don’t think you realize
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: November 22, 2020, 12:00 am UTC
if we were dating I wouldn't change much of what we have now, I'd just add some affection and that's it I guess... because when I'm with you I see joy, I feel complete, even if we aren't destined to be together I'll always love you and you'll always be the one.
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: November 21, 2020, 11:56 pm UTC
seeing you happy is all I care about. i dont care with who you are, i dont care where you are, if you're happy, I'm happy. I love you to the end of the universe and back
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: November 21, 2020, 11:53 pm UTC
I know one day we'll have to go on our own separate ways... but it's terrifying. the idea of not seeing you again is just scary. I'll miss your silly giggles, I'll miss your tiny body in my arms, I'll miss our stupid jokes... I think you'll take part of me with you and I'll never be the same again
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: November 21, 2020, 11:50 pm UTC
I know the feeling isn't mutual but I'm sure if you heard every single of my beautiful words to describe you, you'd fall in love with them.
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: November 20, 2020, 8:53 pm UTC
ngl this colour reminds me of u cause it’s really pretty and so are u. ik we aren’t really that close but every time i talk to you i feel at home i want to get closer to you but like i also don’t cause i’m terrified of rejection lmao. but like we could watch streams together that would be cool ok bye :D
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: November 20, 2020, 3:20 am UTC
In a sense stella, you were my first love. Love doesn’t need to be romantic or mean a relationship. Because we had love, first love. We were each other’s first best friend. We grew up together. Your family calls me one of their own. Or at least they did before it happened. Sometimes I wonder if I had sent some petty fake apology as soon as it happened if things would be different. Maybe we would still spend every day together and be each other’s family. I guess not. You gave me my first trauma, and I still haven’t recovered. First love .
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: October 16, 2020, 2:38 am UTC
when I first met you I would've never imagined we would become what we did. It hurts so bad now but I don't regret anything between us. I loved you so much, you made me feel better than any guy ever has. I know I did everything I could to keep you and always treated you amazing. I hope you realize that no one can treat you as good as me. Theres so many nights I replay in my mind, it hurts knowing you dont like me anymore. I wish I could go back to those moments just to feel you hold me again because itll never be the same. I constantly ask myself why I wasn't good enough for you. You got over me so fast but here I am, I think about you constantly still. You really hurt me but I could never hate you because I love you too much. I wonder if you ever think about me and if you do what you think about. I still have feelings for you and I wish we never ended.I hope he makes you feel as good as I thought I made you feel. I hope you dont forget about me. I love you forever rat
From: ABC
To: stella
Date: October 1, 2020, 11:51 am UTC
Even though you brought me so much joy.
The distance made the reality of it so hard to see sometimes.
I’m happy i could learn so much from you.
