u were my first love, although i hate to admit it. i hate that i did anything with u. all u did was use me and u knew how i felt abt u but u just kept doing it. i don't want u back but i just want to know why? why would u do that to me? u messed with my head, u really did. i hope u change one day to see how u tormented me for all those years. i hope one day, u become a better man. i know ur father would've wanted u to. and i know we were young and we still are. i shouldn't blame u for ur immaturity. but i am holding u accountable. i hope one day, u get what u deserve.

I miss you more when I see roses.