I know you will never choose me in the end; but just know that you've been everything since I met you. Not being able to talk to you just makes it hurt so much more.

Know that no matter what, I'll always see the good in you. You were the best part of my life and that will forever outweigh any negatives that came up. I miss you.

I wish I could tell you everything. I wish I could come to you like I used to and have all my stress just go away. But I can't anymore and you have no idea how much it hurts. You don't see how the guilt destroys me.