before the year started, I thought to myself “this year, im going for my dreams”


somehow you ended up on the list

i have so many things weighing on my heart that I want to tell you
i wish I’d just vomit words on my phone and hit send without thinking it through
i might do it
i should do it
life’s way too short for my overthinking and id much rather endure the silence of being ignored than keeping all those pretty thoughts to myself

i still cant believe you’re here


ive been waiting for you forever

i fantasized and wondered if someone like that could exist, and you’re right there, breathing and being alive and i think ill be grateful forever