Hi stink, I'm sorry that I hurt you. Im sorry that I didn't love you the way you wanted me to. Im sorry for not giving as much as you have. I know I should be trying to get over you right now, but I just feel so lost. I know its best for us to be just accept everyone and move on as just friends but I can't help but over think. What made you not want to work things out with me anymore? Did I hurt you too much? Did you fall out of love? I thought we were endgame. We we're gonna move in together during college, get married, and foster cats when we were old. I know now that those things aren't gonna happen anymore. Do you still have my hoodie? Do you still wear it or is it too much because it reminds you of me? Do you hate me? Im sorry. You know I was gonna get you a Warmie for you birthday just so you could have something to hold when times weren't going well for you, but I guess I can't give you it now. There hasn't been a week where I haven't cried. Most of the time its when I wake up from a nap and I realize that you aren't coming over, when I realize I can't say good morning, when I realize you aren't next to me. If the past weeks have been hard, I can't imagine how hard they have been for you. You seen happier though from what I can see and thats good, you should be. All I want is for you to be happy, even if its without me. You've done more me than most people in my life and you deserve the world. I grateful for everything you've ever done fore me and for staying friend with me. I just hope you don't forget about me. I will always love you no matter what, romantically or not. Ill always be here if you need me. Please don't ever hesitate to call, text, etc. if you need someone to talk to. I miss my best friend.