Unsent messages to SELF
From: ABC
To: Self
I’m fucking tired of going thru this cycle again. I need a cure, not meds. They don’t help me in the end. I want to run away
From: ABC
To: Self
choose sum1 who looks beyond your body & face.. make sure you can just stare into each other’s eyes for hours without saying a word and not feel awkward. touch their fucking soul
From: ABC
To: Self
aHH why do you do this to your self you can't do anything no one loves you you suck at school and also have no friends your not even pretty you sit around and cry or be sad all day and nobody even remembers your birthday f you Makayla (me)
From: ABC
To: Self
You gave your all, didn't you? See what happened? what did you get in return?
From: ABC
To: Self
sometimes I miss your warmth, but those thoughts just leave me too cold now
From: ABC
To: Self
She’s dead, no one is coming to save you. Get outta bed and make something of what’s left of you ????
From: ABC
To: Self
What is wrong with you dreaming about rings and dresses and lifelong love? He would never with you
