Unsent messages to TIMO
From: ABC
To: Timo
Even tough I’ve never told you... I’ve loved you more than anything... you destroyed me like no one ever will and I will always hate your for that. But still..., I will always catch you and I will always ask them how you are so I can be there even though you don’t want me to . Bye love
From: ABC
To: Timo
hello dawg! i miss you!! we've been more in touch like a year ago but we're starting to spend more time together which makes me happy. i really love our friendship and i hope it will last forever. you're my best guy friend ever. love ya !!
From: ABC
To: Timo
Purple is your fav colour right ? Well it’s been pretty much a year now and I still break while thinking bout u... you now I really tried going on dates, making out with stranger stuff like that... but thinking bout my date next week, I can only think bout that I’d want it to be with you ... love u
From: ABC
To: Timo
I can’t even cry anymore. This is so hard. I want to cry I want to scream but I can’t do it it just doesn’t comes out. This is absolutely awful. I need you so bad. I have so much things to tell you. Every evening I want to call you and talk to you about my day and ask you what made you smile today why the hell did you take this away from me? I try to talk about how I feel to absolutely everybody but guess what, it does not help. You said we were still friends but I know we’re not. I can’t loose my best friend Timo I feel so mad at myself please come back to me. I have discovered so many ways to harm myself just to feel something. Just for my anger to come out. I need to talk to you so badly and I just can’t. You lied to me for 3 months and I am not even mad at you. My head so empty and so full at the same time. I have so many thoughts to write and at the same time I don’t know what to write. How did you do this to me. You fucked me up so badly. I just need to hear your voice I just need to be in your arms I swear to god I would loose everyone I know just to be with you can’t you understand this? I could even be with you without kissing you without doing anything I swear you could talk to all the girls you want I just need to be able to talk to you whenever I want. I miss my best friend so much I miss my boy so much. I know you don’t feel okay and I can’t even fucking ask you how you’re doing this hurts SO BAD. I miss you so much and I love you so dearly you can’t even imagine how much you hurt me. And after all of this I still love you so much :( I’m so sorry about everything. For not being enough for you. I feel so empty without you.
Carla
From: ABC
To: Timo
I just really need to be with you right now. You said I can come over if I feel sad but how can I forget you if I come over. I just wish you didn’t tell me that it wasn’t the last time we were seeing each other because that was another lie. I just wish i could’ve kissed you harder just to remember our last kiss. I can’t even listen to Lana del Rey anymore because listening to her with you was the most beautiful thing I could experience. She was right, only worth living if somebody is loving you.
Carla
From: ABC
To: Timo
I can’t go on without you. I swear. And I deeply know that you don’t love me anymore but I can’t loose you. I’ m begging you. You are a part of me. This sounds so toxic.
Carla.
From: ABC
To: Timo
I gave you a peace of my heart. You broke it, drove over it with a truck twice, burned it and trew it in the deep ocean so iI couldn't breath anymore.
From: ABC
To: Timo
I think about you a lot.
I hope one day we can continue where we ended things.
From: ABC
To: Timo
It’s been 6 months since I last heard your voice, saw you face, felt your touch. I miss you
From: ABC
To: Timo
If you ever find yourself in the position to love again.. Please choose me your my favorite person..
From: ABC
To: Timo
maybe one day
it sounds frivolous but one day we will do this correctly
From: ABC
To: Timo
if you knew, why’d u kiss me that day, i guess idk maybe i did love you more and wanted this more
From: ABC
To: Timo
My impulsivity destroyed everything. Please forgive me. I‘m nothing without your love.
From: ABC
To: Timo
I really hope you stayed. Now I'm stuck here not knowing why you didn't. I wanted it to be you.
From: ABC
To: Timo
You were my first love, my first everything. Come back to me, pinky promise?
From: ABC
To: Timo
I didnt try bc it felt so natural…maybe that’s why it never became more than coffee
From: ABC
To: Timo
I wonder if u also think about me when u listen to “our songs”
music hasn’t felt the same w/o u
From: ABC
To: Timo
I thought we could work and thought you liked me. I've lost something I never had to begin with. ily
From: ABC
To: Timo
Timo if we could’ve stayed a lil longer on that chairlift I would have kissed you
