Unsent messages to SAZID

I don't know if we will ever talk. But I wanted to say a lot of things to you. How you fucked up the whole thing and blamed me.
You gave me signs of you liking me. But you never did, did you? You just Liked the attention. I ruined my life for you in that moment of time, just to have you. My mind was going insane. and of course we had to stop talking cause I gained my consciousness back. But I loved our friend ship. I miss our friendship. How you were so funny and making everyone laugh. I judged you to be a good person.. But you changed like the season. A whole new person , I don't know anymore. I will always remember some certain things you did which was pathetic. You don't deserve my hate either. You don't deserve any energy from me. Not anymore. I needed it to get it out of my chest so I am doing it. May you be happy with your life. And I am finally finally letting you go.