Unsent messages to IMMERS

We didn't figure it out, together - in end, it was you letting go and me opening my hand willingly. You were happy to let me go when i thought i should, and now you are free, you do the same thing again....where are your morals? Where is your empathy for me? Where is your change of heart, your growth in character? Have you not learnt your lesson? Does my self-sacrifice not mean anything? It was not you who became alone, yet you cry for yourself. Please don't continue to be selfish. It's all talk, look at how your character flows into your actions. You'll never change the fact that you'll always do things to look/feel better, but inside - do you really think your heart is in it? Because your actions say otherwise. but I can't stop liking you so I sit here and rot and die. And you watch from afar, happy, free of me, saying the best will come for me but truly not doing anything to care. That is the message I will never send to you.

hope you're well. it's the wrong season for yearning but here i am -- the days are warmer than ever and i am in constant suffering but you're okay and thriving, and you are free of me, and that's all that matters.