I found out that I actually liked girls and I was scared to tell you because you might be homophobic. I'm sorry that it's because of me that we drifted apart I wish I could tell you how much I still love you and you're still my bestfriend. It was a mistake cutting our ties just because of this matter. I never got to tell you this because of the thoughts that drowned me. I'm sorry my sunshine. I wish I could call you my bestfriend. I know you'll never see this because you dont even know this website exists. But I hope you do. Please God help me reach her