Unsent messages to DESMOND

u will always have a special place in my heart regardless of the circumstances iloveyou.

sometimes i wish we were still friends but it’s okay :) im proud of you

I miss coming back to your random selfies in my phone

I'll always love you , it's a shame we'll never be together again. I wish you the best.

Handsome, I miss you so much. Come back to me. please? I miss your smile, voice, and face. Te amo????

You told me that I liked you as a lover, not a person. All I know now is that I miss you as a friend

We should have gone roller skating. Maybe you would both still be here.

you'll most likely never see this, but just in case, i miss you.

I love u. No one could replace u in my heart. atleast in another life, u'll like me back?

I love you, and I’m always here for you, just like I’ve always been

i hope you know how bad you hurt me. you pinky promised you wouldn’t do that.

I miss you, man. It’s hard without you. I remember when we first became friends. I miss you.

happy birthday

Listening to deftones, thinking of you
<3

I DONT HATE YOU I STILL LOVE YOU

Why didn’t you just tell me sooner (purple for your favorite color and our lizard)

Letting you go hurts so much

I’ll always cherish what we had. Idc about the “problems” anymore, but ik it’s too late

I wish you could see yourself through my eyes. I love you with my entire heart and soul.

I enjoy spending time with you, give us a shot, ask me out. I’ll say yes.

we go so well together

i wish i knew what was wrong so i can fix it .

Hey, I miss you but we both know that what we had just didn't work.

i miss you even though you cheated. hope you and your gf are happy together.

I like u so much and I love the person u have become. I hope u dont grow tired of me

i think im still in love with u even though it ended the way it did :(

i miss you

I loved you more then words can describe, I don’t understand why wasn’t I good enough ?

Was what we had real?

i really like you but i can't be with you

i wish you would talk to me

but i wanted it to be you.

i miss how you used to be

let’s stay together for a very long time :3

we never dated but i really thought you would've been my first love. you were the first guy i have ever cried over and i still miss you... or maybe just the attention. it's crazy to imagine that i thought of our future even though we never dated and it's been a couple months but i just wanted to say f**** you :) im happy you at least gave me a reason to relate to some of my favorite songs so i can finally sing them with the passion i've always wanted. also i still can't believe im the one who got hurt when u wanted me first but i'm doing good now. probably the best i've been in a while.

You’re sick.I can’t believe people still praise you after knowing what you have done taking advantage of girls is a small dick move FUCK YOU

It's a curse and it's growing
You're a pond and I'm an ocean
All of my emotions feel like explosions when you are around...

tbh I'm kinda sad over you. I basically ruined everything between us. You actually told me how you felt, even though that's something you never do. I chose to hurt you and it makes me sad because I feel like your not going to want to open up to any girl again. I've always thought you were cute, even when we weren't on speaking terms. You are still nice to me even though I did something very wrong to you. I remember when I felt like I didn't really have anybody, you would make my nights by calling me or by even showing you cared. Im not sure if I like you or not but i know your different because I've never cried over a guy for awhile now. I don't think you would ever fully trust me again, but your definitely a guy I love talking to. Even though theres absolutely nothing between us, I ignore other guys because I like texting you instead. Even tho you can barely answer. Seeing your name pop up on my phone makes me happy i don't know if its because you really never text me back or what lmao. I think your one of the guys that will have a special place in my heart because whenever we talk it just feels so comfortable, with most people i don't enjoy talking to them. tbh I don't know what your thinking, I don't know if you still see the good in me, I don't know if you never want anything with me, if you still feel the same way you did a couple months ago, or if you like me a little. you were here for me when I was at my lowest, you made me feel better about myself, you uplifted me all the time, you put a smile on my face, but I just didn't see how great of a guy you were. I speak about how guys suck and no guys have a good heart, but tbh I think you have a good heart. I understand you have trouble showing it, but i think in general your a great guy. Your honestly adorable and I don't know how I did the thing I did. Your honestly perfect to me, especially your smile. thank you for always finding a way to make me smile even if its the most simple thing like answering me back. I still don't know if i like you or not but your definitely a special guy in my life.