Unsent messages to SAHIAN

not a first romantic love, but a platonic love that makes me cry. i miss you but i feel so far gone that i cant seem to reach out ever. i really did want to stick together until the end of the line but here we are.. less than a mile away from each other but never talking. was i really that unbearable? did any of those words we shared real? please come back. i still imagine life with you.