when or if you see this, you will know it’s about you. i get a scent of your smell everyday. your laugh echos in the back of my mind. and our memories replay like a old film video. i miss you so much. my sisters ask away about you and where you have gone in my life. i’ve just told them your busy and they’ll see you soon. i have so many thoughts on why everything went left. idk what happened, but i rlly hope i get too see you soon. life’s weird without you and i don’t think i’ve come to conclusion that you’re really out of my life .. it just hasn’t hit me yet. but you look really happy karys. without me. i hope tchalla is doing fine. i miss her. i miss you. so much. i have so much to update you on. a lot has happened. i’ve met a lot of new people. seen new things .. haha. i miss everything. remember our contract? haha but good things come to an end ...right? but if you see this, tell coach sulak i said hi, and i want to meet coach tollivers baby. but just know i think about you everyday and i’m sorry. for betraying you and hurting you. and you didn’t deserve that and i just wish love upon you. and happiness. even if i can’t be there to see you grow. my love for you dosent stop. and i’m sorry for everything. okay, you know who’s this from. i love you, never forget.

Hey so, you mean so much to me as a person. I genuinely love you so much and I hope that I won't ever lose you. I promise I'll be here whenever you need me and stay with you as long as you want to. Sometimes I wonder if I'm actually in love with you, y'know? I'm never able to tell if I am due to all my confusion over tones and platonic/romantic feelings. So until I figure it out, I love you so so much.

You’re my soulmate I love you with my whole heart forever

Even with all the bads and wrongs I can look at and remember, I could never not love you.

With all the bad and wrongs I can look back at and remember, I will never not love you.

With all the wrongs and bads, I can look back at, I still could never not love you.

I am sorry I hated the world that we both lived in. You were one of the reasons I stayed around.