Unsent messages to SADIE
From: ABC
To: sadie
i fuckin love u and ur my best friend. im so thankful for u but sometimes u talk about urself to much and don't ask about me and how im doing enough
From: ABC
To: sadie
u are my best friend and yet u have hurt me more than anyone else. i hate myself bc i don't know how to hate you.
From: ABC
To: sadie
I have no one now, you were my everything, the only person I could trust, and you left me alone. Who am I supposed to talk to about my amazing days, or my terrible ones? Who do I send the stupid messages to at three am? Who do I call when I’m bored?
From: ABC
To: sadie
do you like me? ever since that became a possibility, i cant stop thinking about you. i really want to tell myself im straight, but if you just admitted to me what you said to others id be with you in a heartbeat. i want to go on long drives with you and look at the stars like we planned. im afraid of what everyone will say, but i just want you. you're my best friend, too.
From: ABC
To: sadie
I hate myself for not hating you, I hate myself for thinking you will come back. You have moved on and now I am just a distant memory. But for me you are a ghost that is taunting me, somehow convincing me that you will turn around and come back.
From: ABC
To: sadie
For awhile I forgot about you, and I think I’ll be okay, but then something comes up, and you come flooding back.
From: ABC
To: sadie
I’ll do anything to keep you out of my head, even if that means I spend half the day drunk and the other half high
From: ABC
To: sadie
the way you treated me hurt so bad and you did it because you knew i wouldn’t stand up for myself. my greatest achievement is going into this year without you.
From: ABC
To: sadie
i dont think youre the type to go on this website - leave a message under my name if you see this
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From: ABC
To: sadie
in my room hearing the rain, listening to the song that reminds me of our friendship, and wondering what we could be
From: ABC
To: sadie
I hope you'd know that I would miss you if you were gone. I don't know how to tell you that in a way that you would believe it but I hope you know why I try.
From: ABC
To: sadie
why did you have to change like that? in our last few months of being friends I knew that you were using me
From: ABC
To: sadie
i've already made one of these for you. i know you won't read this ever, because i know this isn't really your thing. but i miss you more than words can describe, and i hate the feeling that you don't love me anymore, or even like me. i dont know what i did. i can think of countless things that i could have possibly done wrong to push you away. i know you hate pink, so just in spite, im making this pink to show how much you hurt me by leaving.
From: ABC
To: sadie
fuck you. i loved you more than myself and always helped you with your problems, but the moment you pushed me to snap i’m toxic
From: ABC
To: sadie
hi sadie i don’t know if you’ll ever see this but i am very much in love with you and life if gonna suck if you leave. i wish you could get rid of your commitment issues and just feel free but i know that takes time. i hope if you’re reading this you’re still in my life but if you’re not i miss you thank you for helping me get over my ex who trapped me in the relationship and let go when they got bored. thank you i love you. - your freshie izzy
From: ABC
To: sadie
you hurt me more than words can describe more than i’ll ever be able to speak about i wish i could say i wish you the best but i can’t i just wish you would admit and own up to your actions and how you’ve hurt me over and over. idc if we were young what you’ve done is beyond forgivable but i always forgave you. and that reflects on me at this point.
From: ABC
To: sadie
hi, i miss you. im sorry for being so toxic. i still have love for you. i know we shouldn't talk anymore. hopefully when we are older we can talk. i miss you loads sadie.
From: ABC
To: sadie
i cant quite figure out how i feel about you yet, all i know is that i could spend every minute of every day with you and never get bored
From: ABC
To: sadie
my guard is forever up because of you. i trusted you more than anyone. i want to forgive you. i'm trying to
From: ABC
To: sadie
you didnt even notice i was gone. you are my best friend, and you didn't even notice I'm drowning in my own mind
From: ABC
To: sadie
i just wish i knew if you ever loved me or if your plan was always to just up and leave. it would’ve been easier to have stayed strangers i guess. i’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: sadie
i just wish i knew if you ever loved me or if your plan was always to just up and leave. it would’ve been easier to have stayed strangers i guess. i’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: sadie
hi girl! just wanted to say im deeply sorry for anything that i ever happened to put u through without knowing. i know exactly how you were feeling and i hope u are much better these days! it takes a lot to move on from someone but i hope you did what was best FOR YOU! i was hurting too when all that happened last summer and i wish you the absolute best!
From: ABC
To: sadie
i want to get you flowers for your show but i know you hate me at the moment. im sorry
From: ABC
To: sadie
Sometimes I think you love me and other times l don’t. I wish you’d give me a sign.
From: ABC
To: sadie
I got u flowers and a note for the show but ur friend said I shouldn’t give it u
From: ABC
To: sadie
I still wonder what you're up to always something new. Youre so feminine now Youre perfect
From: ABC
To: sadie
I miss you so much and I haven't stopped thinking about you since the day we stopped talking.
From: ABC
To: sadie
The fact that u hate me is ridiculous. We had a great thing why did u ruin it? I still miss u.
From: ABC
To: sadie
i hope you find the happiness you deserve. you will always be the one i loved the most.
