Dear Ilse,

So basicly i like you, you do know that but i just wanted to tell you how much i really love u :)

sorry, this isn’t the “first love” message this is meant for, but i do love you. you’re the most encouraging and enthusiastic person i know. i know we’re just friends and you’re not ready but i would kiss you if i could. i want to give you all the happiness you deserve, and you deserve every ounce. you are beautiful inside and out. please don’t ever leave. i love you (yes, not “u”, but “you”).

i’d do absolutely anything to have a future with you :( i love you.

The hard part is neither of us did anything wrong…I thought distance would work btw

I'm not ready to let you go yet, but I have to. You were just another lesson.