i love you. still. even after everything. i know i wasn't the prettiest. i know i was shy, and didn't open up. i know i was insecure. i was scared to trust someone else, and this was exactly why. you didn't have to cheat and ghost me. i wondered if i was good enough, at the time i didn't think so. but now i know i am, you're just another stupid boy i shouldn't have wasted my time on. so i chose red because you made me mad. have a good life :)

I love you very much my love. Stay with me forever.

I hope i could tell you how i love you but you're so in love with her that i can't