i wish you were here to tell me that everything is going to be ok. i've never felt so hopeless. i think, in some ways, you'd be proud of me. i'm finally at a normal weight again, i hardly think about my past trauma anymore, and i think i finally have my emotional state under control. and... it took you leaving me behind for me to do that. it feels kind of pointless now. why did i fix myself, knowing that i wouldn't have anyone to share my improvements with? i tried loving someone else. he cheated on me. that was the first time that's ever happened to me. god, it hurt. you were the only one who made me feel human. the only one who treated me right. and now i sit and wait for a love that will never return to me. i hope you're well, my love. i miss you more with each passing day.

I took you for granted when I shouldn’t have, you moved on and I don’t blame You I’m not ready to let you go

It's been years and I still think of you everyday. I hope my soul finds you again

I miss you

I don't think I'll ever stop loving you.

I’m so sorry for the way i’ve treated you i wish i could go back to the way we used to be

i’ll always love you. but this is for the best.