I love you but I dont want to, same thing with you E. I love you both but I can take it all. E, you broke my heart and shattered it and R healed it but I love E more even though you hurt me more

the time with or without me will pass anyway.
i want to see you do your best, love.
i'll try, too.

i hope i find someone to love like i loved you and someone to love me back without hurting me so bad