Unsent messages to PILOT

I wish you’d be more direct
I wish I knew what you really wanted

you kissed my cheek when i turned the page for you. i don’t think that anything else matters.

um so idk what im doing here but ig i think im over you. we became best friends in year 7 and i loved it, loved life at the point. i knew we were gonna be friends no matter what. for some reason i caught feelings and i dont think u did cuz u dated someone else. throughout the next two years i still liked u...dont really know why. maybe cuz u were like the guy version of me, the person i could tell everything to, just talk to when im bored and mess around whenever. i guess people came and went, i friendship was about to fall apart but we both kept it together and im glad we're still best friends. i hope you never get this message cuz thats awkward. but i will always love you