hello, rattles. i am so appreciative of you. you bring me happiness and not a lot of people do that. i'm not angry at you for not replying sometimes, i know how hard it is for you and i will always do my best to understand what you're going through, as you do for me. you're an amazing person and i'm sorry for all the bad things you've faced in this life. i'm so happy we met because you're truly a rare find in this big world of chaos; you are truly someone i can click with and feel happy. you're deeply loved by me in a wonderful way. thank you for doing what you do for me, and your stupid son. i love you