Unsent messages to PATRICIA

Hola. . . Me hubiera gustado decirte adiós de buena manera ese día pero sabia que no volveria jamas porque con el tiempo me di cuenta que solo nos usabamos para aliviar nuestra soledad , intente aferrarme a ti pero sabia que ya no era lo mismo de antes , lamento decirte todas esas excusas para no hablarte pero era necesario para que me odies y no sentirme tan mierda por dejarte , la verdad fue que . . . Si te ame , mucho a decir verdad , te ame tanto que no vi lo obsesionadas que estabamos la una a la otra , fue la mejor decisión alejarme para que conoscas a nuevas personas y yo siga mi camino aunque ya no estes conmigo .


Espero te encuentres bien y no odies los momentos que pasamos juntos porque yo siempre los recuerdo con amor apesar de como terminamos .


Gracias. . . Y hasta nunca. . .

you hurt me so badly but you'll never know bc of the smile i wear around you; even though you are the saltiest person ive met. stop being fake, accept that he dumped you, and move on.

If only I could see you again, I remember us as kids. But now there’s a whole world between us. If only I’d known it was gonna be this way

I hated you, I hated you so much, I loved you and put you above me and all I received was your indifference. You were the only colour in my life and you left without looking back

I really loved you, why did you have to leave? I still miss you but, I won't do anything about it, I guess you feel better without me...

Hey, it’s been a while.. i know you probably hate me and never want to talk to me again but i miss you and i miss hearing your voice, talking to you, making you laugh, watching movies with you, etc... im sorry for still living in the past.

i never know how to tell you what my thoughts are doing to me, but i want you to know that im not okay and i don't know if i ever will be. you're my best friend, but i still can't find the words to tell you how ive been feeling in life...